can’t handle

this lack of privacy and everyone’s ego erupting around me.. unless this is just happening to me .. feel like I’m being pulled in all different directions but this minds intentions are only true gotta rise up stay true tears flow magnify what disgusts me knowing you watch every move not wanting to prove anyone anything but ego is all that surrounds this silent mind has collected too much and I feel it’s time to erupt but things are just too much for me to handle without you here now and things will change so much I crave your touch things are a little out of touch